Sunday, March 18, 2018

Pregnancy: Week 18 - Week 21

Week 18 & 19



How far along?  
18 weeks & 19 weeks

Total weight gain/loss:  
Lost 12 pounds -- 125
Gained back 12 pounds - 137

Maternity clothes?  
Definitely wearing maternity pants. I am still wearing my normal tops. 

Sleep: 
I feel like it has been a million years since I got a good night sleep; they are very seldom. 

Best moment this week:  
Just feeling our sweet little baby move around in my tummy. And slowly putting his little room together. 

Have you told family and friends: 
Yes. 

Miss Anything?  
Coffee.
Sleep. 
Feeling normal. 

Movement:
Flutters throughout the day & then sometimes he gets super pumped up and does karate.  
 
Food cravings:  
Green olives. 
Van's blueberry waffles. 
Grapes. 
Apples. 
Sprite. 
Vegan Mac & Cheese 

Anything making you queasy or sick: 
Raw & Cooked Meat. 
Veggies. 

Have you started to show yet:  
There is no longer any confusion if I am fat or pregnant!! 

Gender prediction: 
Sweet baby boy !! 

Labor Signs: 
No 

Belly Button in or out? 
In

Wedding rings on or off? 
On

Happy or Moody most of the time: 
Per usual my moods are all over the place. I could be smiling and crying all at the same time.

Looking forward to:
Seeing our sweet baby boy at our 20 weeks anatomy ultrasound.

 Week 20 & 21: 


Just call me Big Momma 




How far along?  
20 weeks & 21 weeks

Total weight gain/loss:  
Lost 12 pounds -- 125
Gained back 15 pounds - 140

*The weight is starting to creep on a lot*

Maternity clothes?  
Still wearing maternity pants & continuing to squeeze this tummy in my normal shirts.

Sleep: 
I probably get 2 nights a week where I can get a good night sleep; the rest are pretty restless & I toss and turn constantly.

Best moment this week:  
Getting to see our baby boy at our 20 weeks anatomy ultrasound. He is a healthy boy - thank God!! I literally was in a daze just staring at him. He was stretching, moving around & he was trying to suck his thumb. I am so in love with him - I cannot wait until July.

Have you told family and friends: 
Everyone knows & excited to meet him in July. 

Miss Anything?  
Sleep. 
Feeling normal. 

Movement:
Some days he is super active - flutters and kicks & other days he is taking a break. At 21 weeks I saw my tummy move when he was moving around inside - I started to cry. It is the most wonderful feeling, ever.
 
Food cravings:  
Van's blueberry waffles. 
Gluten free bread !! 
Sprite. 
Vegan Cheese 
Steve's dairy free ice cream
Organic sour chews 
Iced Coffee - Decaf Vanilla Creme

Anything making you queasy or sick: 
Raw & Cooked Meat. 
Veggies. 

Have you started to show yet:  
Just call me Big Momma !! I am getting so large. It is so bittersweet. I am so beyond grateful & thankful for this sweet baby boy. And the bigger my tummy gets, that just means that he is growing big & strong. 
But with this being so new to me, I am insecure at the growth and largeness of my stomach. Like am I too big, am I going to get in trouble at doctor for weight gain? I am just constantly worried and happy all at once. 

Gender prediction: 
Little boy.

Labor Signs: 
No 

Belly Button in or out? 
In

Wedding rings on or off? 
On

Happy or Moody most of the time: 
I've been super emotional this week - happy, sad, overwhelmed, anxious. It is just part of this journey. I have had anxiety about my body growing at a rapid pace - I love that my belly is growing because it means that he is growing but it is hard because it seemed like it was overnight. I am also just constantly wondering what life will be like once he is here. And quite overwhelmed with everything that he needs & what we have to do before he gets here. 
Also, the closer I get to July the more I become absolutely terrified of labor. Not the actual pain.. but what is going to happen to my body. 

Looking forward to:
Putting up his little shelves in his room with decorations. 
Starting to wash all his little clothes. 
Setting up his cute little crib. 
Our doctor's appointment next week (22 weeks) so we can meet another doctor in the practice & hear B's heartbeat.